Sunday, September 03, 2006 7:01 PM
WOAH!! after this two days really felt so motivated to REACH OUT TO THE NEXT GENERATIONS! haas. it's been wonderful having Pastor Joakim with us and he really impacted us with the testimonials in Sweden.. i will remember vividly one of the testimonials that he shared.. I AM A CHIRSTIAN. ASK ME WHY. lols. cool!! i will wish that the people will ask me why am i a christian. lols.. I WANT THE NEXT GENERATIONS!!!!

you have been cold to me this few weeks.. i do not understand why i felt this way. even though we meet every ONCE a week, but somehow, i could remember the last month when we were quite close. perhaps is my own imagination. are you close to me because you pity me? sometimes i told myself, it's alright, we are still good friends after all, but it seems like it is nt.. i tried to CONVINCE myself that you are too busy.. but then again.. sometimes, i just could not.. how? can you please tell me why?

and YOU!!! what the hell is this? suddenly a message saying that i sucks?! this is like so what larx. i want to make sure that i'm not accused for no reason. so, please tell me!!! WHAT WENT WRONG!!!

LET'S REACH OUT TO THE NEXT GENERATION!
1] be a VISIBLE temple
2] a temple full of PRAYER
3] a HOLY temple!
after this two days, i recommitted myself into God's hand and i just know, life will never be the same anymore. But i will jus hang on, cuz You are the one i'm living for.